Megans Journal

Last night

meggers8577@yahoo.com — Wed, 16 Jan 2008 18:15:35 GMT

Was a very good night. Me and chad got baked and watched that 70s show. Which well is always good but even better if you are on the dope. Then we went out and got a drink and it was awesome. Just chatted about life. It felt like a girls night except it was chad. haha. Know what im saying? Its just nice to have good friends.

meggers8577@yahoo.com — Wed, 26 Dec 2007 00:41:01 GMT

Who else is with their family yet feels lonely? Probably not many im assuming.
My family involves me and my parents and their puppy higgins.
My stomach feels icky. Not from food or anything but just from nervousness. I cant stop feeling nervous. I cant stop having that disgusting feeling in my stomach. Butterflies. But bad ones. Not good ones. For many reasons I suppose.

First...when you decide to stop talking to people because you constantly have that feeling and then it goes away and you finally feel good again you should leave it that way. (run on sentance I know) The second you decide to start talking to people again that caused that feeling it just comes back. And no matter how bad you want to talk to them, if it feels that gross in your stomach to talk to them again you should probably stop huh? Make the decision that talking to them again was NOT a good idea. I mean your body is telling you so right? I dont know someone give me their opinion.

Second...I think it also feels this way cuz I feel like im lost in life. I havnt decided what I want to do yet. Do I want to go back to school after fucking up so bad? or do I want to get a job and save up a butt load of money to do other things I really wanna do. Something is telling me to save up and just travel a TON. Another part of me is saying I should save a ton till june and then move somewhere. Somewhere out of state. Either new york, ct, seattle, portland, flordia, vancoover, hawaii, I think those are the places I would choose.

I just want the holidays to be over so that people can hang out again. That was the only thing making me feel half way good in the last two weeks. Distracting my mind. Making my stomach not feel like shit again well that and all the working out ive been doing but the club is not open right now which blows.

Just please make this icky feeling go away someone. Cuz when this happens I cant eat, I cant sleep and I always feel like vomiting. AND when I watch wishy washy shit I just cry like a lil baby.

Im sad right now.

Holly, dan, chad, jeff, gates, the crew come back to me now. Please.

Fuck teachers sometimes

meggers8577@yahoo.com — Wed, 03 Oct 2007 19:42:57 GMT

Im at school patiently awaiting my next class which I have a test in.
Comparative anatomy. Last week we did a mock test and it was hard as hell. Shes a new teacher here and sucks. She doesnt know how to teach very well and I swear hates me for no reason. I can see it in her eyes when she looks at me. Oh the hate she posses. haha. Oh well. But for real..she wants all things on the test spelt right when most teachers say as long as I can tell what you mean its all good. Heres an example of things she wants us to know how to spell..
Longissimus lumborum
Acetabulum
Calcaneal tuberosity
Coccygeal vertebrea

Those are just a few among many others we need to know. Maybe they dont seem too hard but I am a terrible speller. Always have been always will be.

Anyways..to say the least I just hate this lady. And by hate I mean very strongly dislike cuz hate is a strong word.

She also has this very annoying tick after every word/sentence she says. Shes makes this like ugg sound. ;lkj;alkdjf;lakj ANNOYING.

Yes I realize that I sound like a baby but its been a long day.

Needless to say I have been here since 7 and I wanna go home. Well not quite. I have some errends to run so I dont get to go home but I just want to get out of here to drive whilst listening to tunes in the insanely beautiful weather.

Welp test time. Wish me luck.

I never write

meggers8577@yahoo.com — Mon, 19 Feb 2007 22:51:36 GMT

Pretty sure I aced my midterm today so therefore I rule.
I wrote my paper thats due wed between classes today.
I studied even more for my other midterm on wed.
Which I am super confident Ill ace as well.
Its like 40 degrees out today.
Rules.
Hard.
Love it.
My parents are getting a puppy this weekend I think.
Im so excited.
Going to visit all the time now.
As if I dont already.
I have another hour before my next class.
Math.
Sucks.
Boring.
I think im giong to go play with dogs now.
Good day.

meggers8577@yahoo.com — Tue, 15 Aug 2006 09:11:29 GMT

Wow I havnt posted something in the longest time. I feel like posting so I will.

Things arnt at all the way I want them to be right now.

Things were looking up for awhile. I was very very very happy and then BOOM. Downhill from there.

The only thing I am looking forward to is a good job and school.

SCHOOL SCHOOL SCHOOL.

In January. I CANT WAIT.

Thats all that I can be really excited about.

Im lonely.

At least I got my kitties.

That is all.

meggers8577@yahoo.com — Fri, 21 Apr 2006 07:06:16 GMT

Its been along time since I have updated this thing.
I suppose its time.
Well I move out june 1st to a lovely lil apartment over looking loring park.
I am very excited and not at the same time.
Im excited to have my own place, but not cuz I will miss my home.
Oh well.
New experiences.
I am probably going to pick up more hours at a temp agency.
Anything for money and to cure bordum.
Most likely going to mctc this fall to get some generals done.
BORING. but I gotta do it.
Hopefully volunteering at Arottalove downtown.
I miss my Guinness.
I need a fix of pit bulls since at this time am not able to own one.
I want to be a vet tech but I havnt decided if I should start schooling for that this year or next.
I dont really hang out with really anyone anymore cept maybe Megan.
At first this upset me but now I actually kinda like it.
Time for me to do stuff for me instead of always just wanting to hang out.
No car for 3 months.
When I get my license back my insurance will be through the roof. 350+
Im not sure what to do yet.
To sell the infinity or not to sell.
That is the question.
I would get about 6500-7000.
Thats what the retail is.
I could use it.
Gahhh its an annoying decision.
I am now going to take a shower and go to bed.
I dont know why but I love taking showers before I go to bed.
Its soothing or something.
Hope all is well with everybody.
Catch yall later.

<3

Holy Ballsacks

meggers8577@yahoo.com — Wed, 15 Mar 2006 19:00:32 GMT

Its been forever since I have writen in this thing.
I am bored waiting for chris so I will write.
Chris will be here soon to pick me up and take me to the salon.
I can not drive once again for those who dont know.
License is suspended.
This is no good.
My hair is going back blonde today.
I am very excited about that.
There was something else.
But I forget.
Oh my parents leave for a week this weekend.
Ill let you know if youre invited to come over.
Chris is here.
Thats is all for now.

Later.

Dear Friends...

meggers8577@yahoo.com — Mon, 26 Dec 2005 10:04:04 GMT

Let me apologize for my bitter and cynical self these last months. I have been dealing with inner issues that cause me to be a bitch and mean and rude. It does not have anything to do with you guys so I am very sorry that I have been taking it out on you. I love you all very much and miss you dearly. I am sorry. Please forgive me.

Yours Truly,

Megan Chuck

God fucked up when he created winter

meggers8577@yahoo.com — Wed, 14 Dec 2005 16:06:58 GMT

I HATE WINTER. THERE IS NOTHING GOOD ABOUT WINTER. ITS COLD, ITS UGLY, ITS BORING AND NOT TO MENTION EVERYTHINGS FUCKING DEAD. WINTER SUCKS. I HAVE SEASONAL DEPRESSION AND I DONT CARE WHO KNOWS IT. I GET ANGRY IN THE WINTER. I GET SAD IN THE WINTER. I HHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAATTTTTTTTTTTTEEEEEEE WINTER. IT CAN SUCK MY DICK IF I HAD ONE. FUCK YOU WINTER. Did god create winter for us to be sad and derpessed for 4 months out of our lives just to make the nicer months look better and for us to be like..."hey wow life really is starting to look up?" To trick us into being happy? Whats the deal here. What the fuck is the deal with winter. Someone tell me please. Is it a good thing or a bad thing that it tricks us? Whos to say/know.

Funny...

meggers8577@yahoo.com — Sat, 10 Dec 2005 12:04:55 GMT

Seriously all I watch now is the Discovery Health Channel. I dont know why I like it so much but I do. Mystery diagnosis, Medical incredible, Dr. G, Adoption stories, and more. I love that fucking channel.

I saw the two worst music videos ever yesterday. Before I went to bed I turned on the TV and seriously worst music videos Ive ever seen. Pussy cat dolls- Ima stick witch you foreva. Wosrt video ever. There are 6 of them and there is only one that really sings. The others are just back up singers. It should be called One mexican bitch with 6 back-ups. Seriously. GEEEE!

Then I saw a gwen stephanie video. Luxurious. What is she a wigger now? The dude that was singing with her in the video had like platinum teeph. GAY. Fucking worst video ive ever seen. She used to be so talented. what happend? Shes ghetto now or something. Anyways...Music videos suck these days. I think they should be abolished. FUCK THAT SHIT.

Im drunk.

Time to eat.

LATER.

meggers8577@yahoo.com — Thu, 01 Dec 2005 04:01:09 GMT

Time started: 8:53
Full Name: Megan Alexandra Charles.
Single or Taken: Single like always.
Sex: Female baby.
Birthday: 9.13.85.
Sign: Virgo.
Siblings: Only child. I do have 2 half brothers. Never met them though.
Eye color: Green with an itty bit of brown in them.
Shoe size: I think its like 7, 7 1/2 or even an 8 sometimes.
Height: 5'5"
What are you?: I think im like german and dutch. Im not quite sure.
Where were you born? Neena, Wisconsin.
Innie or Outie: Innie for sure. They are way cuter.
What are you wearing right now?: Ya know some sausage, gwavy...nahh just playing...earings, bra, tank, long sleeved shirt, gaucho pants, socks, zip up...I think thats it.
Righty or lefty: Total righty
can you make a dollar in change right now?: I dont really have a dollar to my name until tomorrow night.

Relationships-------------------------------------------------------------
Who are your closest friends: Holly, Breanna, Brohams.
Do you have a BF or GF?: Nope. NEVER.
Did you send this to your crush? Umm I dont have one?

Places-----------------------------------------------------------
Where is your fav place to shop? I dont really like shopping that much. So much effort. Off with the close, On with the close. Its so tedious.
Where is your fav place to eat?: As Holly said...tucci bunnuch, biaggies, chipotle and many many other places. I love eating out.
Where is your fav place to go on vaction? Vancoover baby. Or vegas.
Where is your fav place to think? In my car, or my basement.
Where is your fav place to be? I really like being at my house on my comfy couch or anywhere warm. ha.

Favorites...---------------------------------------------------------------------
Favorite kind of pants?: Hollister pants. They are the only ones that fit me well.
Color: I really like green or hot pink.
Number: 3,3,3.
Boys Name: I do like the name Yoshio. Soooooo cool.
Girls Name: Oh man too many. Havnt really thought about it.
Animal: Kittens or puppys for sure.
Drink : Vodka Tonics like holly said for sure.
Sport(s): To watch or play man? I like to watch hockey, and football AND b-ball. I like to PLAY b-ball alot though.
Fast-Food Place: subway is that fast food? or BK lounge i guess.
Month: I like...any summer month.
Season?: Oh man this ones a toughy. I would say fall except for the fact that it doesnt really last long so id have to say spring or summer.
Holiday: Halloween for sure. Best holiday EVER!
Band: I cant even answer this question.
Movie: Oh goodness...The beach, I really liked the movie crash.
Actor: Hmmm...thats a tough ?
Juice: Pinapple orange.
Finger: I have no idea. I guess the thumb. It helps. ha.
Breakfast: I dont really like breakfast food. Every once in awhile ill get a hankering.

Have you ever--------------------------------------------------------------
Given anyone a bath: Pets.
Smoked: Of course.
Drank: You know it.
Bungee Jumped: No but i totally want to.
Made yourself throw-up: Yeah when I have been too drunk and felt sick.
Gone skinny dipping? Noppers.
Eaten a dog: I dont think so?
Put your tongue on a frozen pole: Maybe when I was little.
Loved someone so much it made you cry? Umm...I cant remember but im sure I thought that I was and cried.
Broken a bone: No and I find that odd.
Played truth or dare: Duh everybody has.
Been in a physical fight: I have slapped some people before. Does that count?
Been in a police car: Yeah once when I was 17. I got caught for curfew and they took me to the curfew center in it.
Been on a plane: Yeah and I friggen HATE planes.
Come close to dying: I dont know how close I was to dying but I was in a car when it rolled im sure depending on the situation I could have died. I dont really think so though.
been in a sauna: Yeah and I always get too hot and then run out fast and wonder why I went in there in the first place.
been in a hot tub: God yeah.
swam in the ocean: Not really. Pranced maybe. Im too scared of jelly fish to swim in the ocean.
Ran away?: I would sneak out of the house when I was little.
Broken someone's heart: Apparently.
Cried when someone died: It would be weird if I didnt I think.
Cried in school: Yeah sometimes when I had stupid teenage break downs.
Fell off your chair: Im sure it has happend before.
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call? Not all night but for a peirod of time yes.
Saved AIM conversations: Dont remember but if I did then it was when I was in junior high.
Saved e-mails: If I dont delete them they just save on their own.
Fallen for one of your best friends?: I dont think so? Every now and then I would get an itty bit crush but that was awhile ago and stupid.
Made out with JUST a friend?: ha yeah. Its funny.
Used someone: Think so.
Been cheated on?: Pretty sure.

What is...----------------------------------------------------------------

Your good luck charm?: I dont think i have one.
Best song you ever heard: Too many to pick one.
What's your room like: Messy as hell.
What is beside you: Chris is right behind me.
Last thing you ate: Stir fry that Miss azan Holly made.
What kind of shampoo do you use?: Panteen. SMELLS SOOOO GOOD.
Best thing that has happened to you this year: I think making new friends. Holly. Working at spin cuz of all the people I met. Aaron Hamilton was the best thing but that is gone now.
Worst thing that has happened to you this year: Me and Aaron breaking up.
The hardest thing about you: Hardest thing about me? That really doesnt make much sense.
The most wonderful thing about you: My weirdness.

EVER HAD....-------------------------------------------------------

Chicken pox: yeah. Yeah when I was a wee one.
Sore Throat: Pretty sure everyone has. Thatd be weird if they didnt.
Stitches: Nope.
Broken nose: No sir ee.
Believe in love at first sight: Not sure.
Like picnics: Yeah Picnics are pretty cool.
Like school: Not really. Sometimes.
What schools have you gone to: Rice lake elementry, maple grove junior, maple grove senior.

Kill someone for 1 billion dollars if you didnt know them: Nope NEVER. Couldnt do it.
If you were stuck on an island, what people would you want with you: chris. megan. my doggy maxximus.
If you loved someone and you were keeping something from them that would hurt them if they found out, would you tell them: Thats a tricky one.
What makes you laugh the most?: Random stuff, cleverness, sarcasim, friends.
What makes you smile?: Wow I dont even want to get into that. Too much stuff.

Who is the last person-----------------------------------------------------

You Kissed?: I honestly dont remember. I havnt been making out/kissing people lately. Oooo Aaron I think.
You slow danced with: Wow its been awhile. Aaron again.
That called you: Holly I think.
You yelled at: Chad over aim. ha. Or chris.
Who told you they loved you?: My mom for sure.

Do you/Are You:------------------------------------------------------------

Do you like filling these out? Nope not at all but Holly and Chris convinced me.
Do you wear contacts or glasses: Nope. Never have had to but I think my vision is getting bad and I might need to start.
Do you like yourself: Most of the time yes.
Do you get along with your family: Ummm...Yeah sometimes and sometimes not so much.
Stolen anything over $50: Hahaha Yeah.
Obsessive?: I can be.
Compulsive?: Can be
Anorexic?: Def not. I love food wayyyy too much.
Suicidal?: Nope, never.
Virgin?: Haha No.

Final questions-----------------------------------------------------------

How many people are you sending this to? Ha no one.
What are you listening to right now?: Chris play the geeetar.
What did you do yesterday: Oh wow....Many of things...Got apps, drove to wisconsin, played pool, watched friends..ya know. Many things.
What car do you wish to have: My old car. S-40 volvo.
Where do you want to get married: Outside for sure. In the warmth. Dont know what state yet though.
If you could change anything about yourself, what would it be? Physically my nose and my belly. Mentally alot of things I dont want to get into.
What good aspect about yourself would you give up to get that?: shut up.
Good driver?: Of course.
Good dancer: Hell yeah Im a good dancer.
Good Singer: Hahaha NO WAY.
Have a lava lamp: I used to in my old room.
How many remote controls are in your house: Yeah like i walk around and count them. Psshhh. Who do you think I am?
Are you double jointed: Yeah in my shoulder blades.
What do you dream about: The weirdest stuff you could imagine. Like really weird, odd, random shit.
Last time you showered: Couple hours ago.
Last time you took a bath: Last week I think.
The last movie you saw at the theatres: Derailed.
Scary or happy movies: BOTH.
White or Dark Chocolate: Neither. Milk.
Root or Dr.Pepper: Dp all the way.
Mud or Jell-O wrestling: Mud. Woo Hoo.
Vanilla or chocolate: Chocolate.
Skiing or Boarding: Boarding is way fun.
Summer or winter: Summer.
Silver or Gold: Silver.
Diamond or pearl: Diamonds.
Sunset or Sunrise: I dont like the morning so much so I would say sunset but if Im around the sunrise is pretty too.
Sprite or 7up: Dont really like either.
Orange juice or apple juice: Im not too keene about either one but I would say....hmm...cant decide.
Cats or dogs: BOTH.
Coffee or tea: Neither one. Dont like it.
Phone or in person: Depends on who it is.
Letters or e-mails: I could go either way.
Are you Oldest, middle, youngest or only child: ONLY. The lil itty bitty baby.

THANK GOD THATS DONE. Now we can go bowling. Im not even going to spell check. I know I spelt alot of stuff wrong and I dont care. You can kiss my ass. haha. My eyes hurt extra hard now. Never doing one of these again.

Later dudes.

meggers8577@yahoo.com — Wed, 30 Nov 2005 23:19:21 GMT

Hey again. Greetings from Barron. I spelt the name of the city wrong in the last entry. I spelt it Barren but its on. Oops. Anyways...Currently I am sitting in the dinning room typing on the lap top while chris showers and holly serenades me with piano tunes. I likey. I likey very much. I usually never update this thing with entrys but for some reason right now I feel like it. Maybe its the being out in the boonies that makes me want to I dont know. Cuz I have extra time out here. I mean its not like there is much to do and thats fine with me. I am actually enjoying myself. The serenity is nice. I dont want to go back to the grove. Sometimes I love that I live in grove. Everything is givin to me on a silver platter and I dont have to do shit. I love that and hate that at the same time. In two months though that will change. I will finally have enough money to move out of the joint. Im pretty excited. I shall continue working for awhile. Saving up. Making money and then when I am content go to school. There are so many things I want to do though right now. As in school/career wise. I want to go to school for business, I want to go to school for cosmetology and I want to go to medical school. Obgyn. I want to do it all. I want all degrees. Is that even possible? Medical school is like 8 years, and the others well cosmetology is like a year and buisness i bet is 2 or so. so what thats 11 years of school? I dont mind that at all cuz by then ill be 30 and hopefully be settled down and then I can do all or whatever i want to do. Maybe Ill go to cosmetology school first and then ill go to business and do something with one of those degrees and then go to medical school after that. To lead me up to my 30s and then do that as a career and be happy that I got to do the other two things as well. Yeah that sounds like a plan. Im so rambling right now and its great. I love to ramble for myself. I dont care if anyone reads this or not. Its just nice to throw ideas out onto the table. Well okey doke. I need to go shower up now. The bathroom is finally open and we are to go bowling soon so yeah. Its about that time. Later out guys.

Greatings from Cheese land

meggers8577@yahoo.com — Wed, 30 Nov 2005 03:18:49 GMT

Soo...HELLO EVERYBODY! I am in Barren. Barren wisconsin that is. Me and Chris and Holly made the journey earlier this evening. It was a pretty quick drive. 2 hours I would say. We traveled through the country side, Singing tunes, making jokes and such. We arrived at approximately 20:00 hundred hours. To be greated by a very lovely lady named Kathey. Hollys mother if you guys didnt catch that. And max. The cute little furry dog. Dinner was on the table and ready. What a surprise. And a great one at that. Its like the movies up in this house and I like it. We ate pork chops, corn, rice, meat balls, bread and had a glass of wine. Followed by xmas cookies. What a delight. Such a delight. Now we are about to play some pool, watch some tv and get CRUNKED MOTHERFUCKERS. Im very excited. Very pleased. Write more later.

Happy thanksgiving

meggers8577@yahoo.com — Sat, 26 Nov 2005 00:34:40 GMT

Friends...

Brother and sister oh yeah...(I wish)

This is MY woman. MINE MINE MINE...(in finding nemo seagull voice)

Cutest couple EVA...

Yes that was my thanksgiving and what a thanksgiving it was.

HALLOWEEN!!!!!!!!!!

meggers8577@yahoo.com — Thu, 03 Nov 2005 00:23:25 GMT

So the halloween weekend was pretty much a blast. Got to hang out with two different groups of friends and each party was pretty fun. I usually dont get as trashed but hey it was halloween weekend so i thought why not. Anyways...I have a couple pictures from Monday night at my girls house. And here there are...

This would be me and my girl nicole before going to the party. She is pretty much the most beautiful/hot person ever. How awkward of a pose am I in?

Apparently I was being her cat??

Now heres a pretty picture of my girls man and chris. They are like so sexy. Or something. ha.

And another one.

awww all the girls.

dont you just love pictures where no ones really paying attention?

seriously this group of girls is absolutely amazing. And fucking HOT!

I dont know why there is like 50 of these. They are all a bit different though. I guess.

Holly I dont remember this. How and when did this happen? haha.

And last but not least me and my friend beamer.

Yeah thats it. good times. i know those wernt that exciting but whatever. Everyone else posted their pics so thought i would post mine.

Now I think im going to go make some wonderfully delicious spaghetti and then go clean my room.

Later out kids.

NEW JOB

meggers8577@yahoo.com — Fri, 14 Oct 2005 20:32:23 GMT

So I quit spin. I finally did it. I also got a new job working as a bartender at the bar across the street from spin called the lodge. I have some friends that work there so it shouldnt be too bad. Plus I will be bar tending. I have been wanting to do this for so long. So now I finaly get to. My last resort to get into the bar tending thing would have been to go to bar tending school. Thank goodness i didnt have to though. Its a waste of money and time. All of my friends that are bartenders say it wont help you. Wont help you get a job. Every place does their stuff different. You have to just start somewhere and work your way up. So anyways...yeah im excited and now MORE MONEY!

UPDATE

meggers8577@yahoo.com — Fri, 16 Sep 2005 23:06:05 GMT

Let me start from the beginning.

Last week got drunk with the boys...jeff,gates,chris. Well actually I lied. They got drunk. I got high. They let me dress them up as girls. It was a hilarious time. Let me post 3 pictures. You can play guess the he/she ok? ha. If you get all three right you will win a prize. Actually no but just pretend ok? ha.

Now name that he/she. I bet you get them all right. ha.
Here are two extras of them together.

Oh man good times. Manipulating drunk boys is fun. ha. Love you boys.

The next night consisted of me and bre journeying to uptown to see mr. andrew linde and friends since he was back.
Ive got a couple pics from that night too that are cute. Some are blurry. =(
Here...

wow we look hot. haha. I mean yeah no.

And last but not least the hottest one of all. Drum roll please..........

Beauty captured. ha.

Anyways...that was that and then me and bre headed to gates cabin afterwords and hot tubed it up in the rain. That was nice.

My Birthday was a success. Getting drunk at the bar and travels to the vu and sex world. All those strippers smell like nasty pussy. ICK! Bre bought me a toy at sex world. ha. All my awesome friends showed up I had a great time. I love all those cats.

Yesterday was WAYYY fun. I spent the whole day riding around mg on my bike running errands. Back pack and headphones. ha. My license is suspended so i cant drive so bike travel is how i have to go for now. It was refreshing though. It was beautiful out and i think i rode about 5 miles so it was good exercise. Then I had to dance at spin all night and i was sooooo pooped when the day was over. I felt so refreshed though. I def. enjoyed it.

Well kids I think thats about all I got.

Later, out!

meggers8577@yahoo.com — Mon, 12 Sep 2005 21:56:52 GMT

Tomorrow is my bday. Im excited cuz only one more year till 21. Woo hoo.

meggers8577@yahoo.com — Sun, 04 Sep 2005 23:10:29 GMT

What is it with ex boyfriends??

So I work with an ex of mine. Who is friends with some of my close girl friends that I also work with. So...he is always around at gatherings and stuff which really sucks. I mean its bad enough that I have to see this kid 4 days out of the week yet have to hang out with him after work at partys. Anyways he is such a huge dick. It really pisses me off. I am completely nice to him and respectful and he has to be a huge weiner to me. So I have decided to be no more ms. nice megan and start being a bitch back to him when he is rude to me.

Last night...we are done cleaning waiting for money. I open up my bag to get my phone and notice that my hairspray has exploded. I let out an annoyed "oh god" since i have already had a bad night. Aaron standing right there decides to be like oh gosh you are always bitching cant you just not bitch blahhh blahh. I was rude back to him and just let it be. Time to go. So we walk out to our cars. I grab my phone and it is no longer working so i scream in anoyance again and who is behind me and has to point and be like seee blahh blahh...aaron of course. So I shoot him a mean glare and keep walking. Everyone gets in their cars and I hear a "megan, megan wait" its aaron. This is what I got..."so aahhh yeah do you like want to ride with me and smoke before we all go out to eat? Ill like take you back to your car when we are done." So ok now he wants to smoke with me?? hes also telling me the booze I can drink and stuff. Its like what now he wants to be nice and friendly?? I dont get it. I so dont get men. Then he of course goes back to making fun of me. Then nice. Then mean. Then nice. What is one to do?? Do I be mean or nice??

You know what else anoys me about him? Is how everytime im around he always has to mention his gf. Who was his ex but now they are back together. Hes always like oh yeah my gf loves this. My gfs hair is that color. My gf, my gf, my gf. GAHHH. and also he always has to talk about sex and shit. Like yeah i want her naked and all this gay crap. It annoys me so much.

alskjdf;lkajs;dlfkjas;dlkfjas;ldkjfa;sldkjf IM FRUSTRATED! I hate my job anyways so I think i might quit and get a new one. Then I wont have to put up with his bullshit and weird games. Unless hes at my girls house. Its like impossible to get away from him. lj;lakjfl;kajs;flkaj shoot me now.

meggers8577@yahoo.com — Sun, 14 Aug 2005 01:34:12 GMT

Last night i got completely wasted at work. It was the best thing ever. The time went by so fast that i couldnt even remember getting there. I didnt want the night to end which is weird cuz i am always looking forward to the night ending. I mean I have gotten drunk at work before but not like this and there were so many cool people in. Friends, co-workers and what not that it made the night better. Took shots with the djs and friends and it was just AWESOME! I couldnt believe I was getting paid to party. FUCKING RULED! I suggest all of you get a job in the night club industry if you hate your job right now. You just cant go wrong.

Things have been pretty damn good. Thats all I got to say.

I still need to post pictures from the night at chads...I call it 3 liter night or black out night cuz thats how it went. I dont have time right now since I work at 10 and I still have to get ready but later when I do I will post them.

Well off to get sexy for work so I can make lots of tips haha.

If you are 21 come in and party. Ill give you free shots. Well take them together. It will be fun. It will be a party. A party in my pants haha or something like that.

LATER!

meggers8577@yahoo.com — Wed, 10 Aug 2005 22:50:58 GMT

My friends dad passed away today. Im super sad. I dont even know how to feel about any of this. Im blah.

If any of you are friends with Justin Fender put your thoughts and prayers with him and his family today.

EVERYONE COME DOWN

meggers8577@yahoo.com — Thu, 21 Jul 2005 20:16:16 GMT

Everyone that doesnt have plans tonight and is at least 18 come on down to spin tonight. Its on 5th and hennipen. I am dancing and I get 30 min breaks where I can just hang out so come down so I have shit to do on my breaks. Everybody do it!!!!!!!!!!

I want a boy

meggers8577@yahoo.com — Fri, 08 Jul 2005 21:40:50 GMT

So ok...
I swear everyone I know is in a relationship right now.
And one that is actually working.
OR all my exs are in relationships.
I mean im really happy for them that they found someone that they actually work with but still come on now.
Where is my prince charming?
I keep thinking that I have met him and then I or they fuck up some how and it goes to shit.
Seriously.
What the fuck!
I really usually dont care but im lonely.
I think its cuz everyone is happy with someone.
Wheres my someone?
Of course im not going to go looking for one but i just wish one would fall into my lap.
I WANT A BOY NOW!
Oh it feels good to vent.
I make bad decisions when it comes to men.
I wish i knew how to make right ones.
HELP!!!
LOVE OF MY LIFE COME FIND ME!
That is all.

I MISS MY BOY!!!!!!! =(

meggers8577@yahoo.com — Tue, 28 Jun 2005 22:16:34 GMT

So whats up kids??? Not a whole lot here and kinda alot I guess. In two more days Bre moves into my house with me cuz shes getting kicked out of hers. Then in another week me and her are moving out of the grove into a house or apartment with our buddy lucas. Shall be interesting and crazy. And fun at the same time.

I work too much. All I ever do is work.

The guy I have been seeing for awhile is a dip shit. I hate men. AGAIN! He slept with his ex two days after he slept with me. So I guess we are over now. GAHHHHHHHHHL;KJDFLAKSJDF;LKAJDF;LAKJ;LKFJ;DLKJ men suck ass. I finally find one that I like and then what happens I get fucked over, AGAIN! So I am done with men for awhile. And no im not going to date women either. Just done with men. I am now a sexual. Awesome. Whatever.

Well I better fly. Time to go work some more. Fuck.

meggers8577@yahoo.com — Fri, 10 Jun 2005 23:04:18 GMT

Why Hello Hello! Its been some time since I have updated. Some people seem to think that I have died but nope here I am. Alive and kickin. My life consist of work and friends. Work and friends. The internet and me dont play around so much anymore. So this is why there have not been many updates.

I really should start updating more cuz I have a billion storys I could tell/would like to have in here for memories. Lets see here what kinda storys can I tell...

Well the one night they had star party which was a friday night the backstreet boys and simple plan came in. OMG! THEY ARE LIKE SO THE BEST! Anyways...The lead singer from simple plan got pretty wasted. We all stand in the lobby and say thanks for coming out have a good night and the singer dude,on his way out, grabbed me and hugged me for about a minute and then said I am soooo wasted and stumbled off. Kinda weird. Made me feel awkward. I dont like feeling awkward.

Another story...me and my friend got a knife pulled on us in uptown the other week.

I have managed to get into 3 fights in the last 2 weeks. When I was drunk. All me slapping guys. Good job megan. I have now become an angry drunk.

Got us kicked out of the vu cuz the door guys was being an asshole and I swore at him.

Got to touch asian fake titties.

And so on and so on.

I could really go on for awhile with the storys I have but thats all I have time for right now.

Anyways...Bres bday was the other week. That was fun. Took some pictures and here they are. Just for you. ha.

The many faces of Meg and Bre. We rule.

Nice little picture of us chillin on the couch.

Now come all the faces.

awwwwww

And those are our faces. We are silly and cute. ha.

Now for a couple randoms from the night.

This is Bre and the guy shes seeing.

Us and some buddies at rubys.

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Bres bro and his bestfriend and us duh. ha.

Me, bre and our friend Josefina. Im so the whitest. Sad.

Well thats all I got for now.

Late duders.